Sorry guys, i had to do it. I had to erase all the deviations containing "izumi" character .Fault is not mine, tough: ask who betrayed me ahah, that character was rapresenting that person. Well. I guess i should be more aware of consequences when creating a character. A psycologyst said that we have to make our OWN choices based on us, because people come and go away sometimes. And if you made choices of your life based on other people, when they disapear, YOU disappear. So i hope i will be more aware on next works if i ever never will make some. So i can give you an advice as "artist":
be inspired by others, but live with YOUR OWN ideas. Be yourself, and you wont care much if you will be alone sometimes.
Said this, i would really love to NEVER draw again, and i maybe will never, also because i dont have a decent tablet now, but i think that in a 5 or 6 months i will be totally ok.
I think you understand we are talking about love uh? ahahah.
I deleted everything , anyway, not for rage. But cause of the respect i have for "A." a girl that i would really love to know more and more. But i hope hope hope and hope again, to not fall into the same trap again. I think i will never draw for people again...
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Maybe a portrait or two? :/D ahahahah we guys are so stupid sometimes.